Insomnia

Night blends to day and day into night,
Yet my world is one of perpetual light.
I hear the world snoring outside my door,
Why oh why can't I sleep, I implore!
The sheep creep around me like dark-eyed raccoons.
Sputtering spirits rise up from lagoons.
My eyes are chafed raw with an awful friction,
But still sleep escapes me in this wakeful prison!
Swimming in chamomile tea doesn't work,
Neither does Dr. Phil's remedy (what a jerk).
I gave up the ghost and just stare at the ceiling,
Making faces of patterns that give life a new meaning.
The sheep march around me like woolly platoons.
Chattering spirits carry bouncing balloons.
My head is swirling with radiant visions,
But still sleep escapes me in this wakeful prison!
What I'd give for a night of sweet peaceful sleep,
But the sandman's on strike; he's a real creep.
I tried warm milk, even stood on my head,
But I'm beginning to think I'll only sleep when I'm dead.
The sheep dance around me and baa likebuffoons.
Glittering spirits swoop and swoon.
Unconsciousness is my blissful mission,
But still sleep escapes me in this wakeful prison!
Elixirs and potions and bottles of pills,
Don't bring me sleep, they just cause mechills.
The bedroom mocks me and my bed is worse.
It no longer pleases, but reminds me I'm cursed!
The sheep prance around me like laughing cartoons.
Chortling spirits waltz by with goons.
Unconsciousness is my blissful mission,
But still sleep escapes me in this wakeful prison!
Someday if I'm lucky I'll collapse to the ground.
The world will black out and I won't heara sound.
Gone will be the tumult, the worry and strife,
A blank, peaceful emptiness . . . That is the life!

SAHABAT MENJADI BANGSAT!

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Gue gatau mesti mulai inidari mana. Tapi yang jelas gua benci banget sama sahabat yang berubah menjadi bangsat! Dan sekarang gua ngerasain itu. Rasanya tuh kesel. marah gondok pokonya campur aduk dah.
Gue ngerasain itu ketika sahabat gua nusuk dari belakang.. Pasti taulah losemua rasanya ditusuk dari belakang. Entah apa yang dirasa sama sahabat gua ketika nusukgua dari belakang. Gua ngerasa tuh dilupain, ditinggalin, dibuang!
Entah apa salah gua sampe sahabat gua begitu ke gua. Gua cuma bisa tersenyum dalam kemarahan gua dan kesedihan gua :" Mungkin sahabat gua gatau apa yang gua rasain sekarang ini. Gua udah coba buat jadi yang terbaik buat sahabat gua,tapi apa kenyataannya? apa yang dia bales ke gua? PENGKHIANATAN nusuk gua dari belakang!!!! BANGSAT BANGET !!!
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To you guys

Once we have same hard
Trapped in the cold night
Fall in the pit road
At the time of the Stampede ft snob
Beautiful dream entangled into a deep sleepOnce we were both feeling
The heat of the Sun scorched right heart
Until now we barely believe
That was indeed spinning wheel of fate
Best friends do you remember it all each,,,,,While the day continues to change
Thou shalt go with smoldering resentment in your heart
For quite a while I walk alone
Without a friend who was able to understand
Until we meet today
Sharp eyes stabbed in my soul
You slap — I'm a friend

Today is blah 4

it's 12:15. blabbin on to Abby about popularity and how it's not important to be popular, youneed good friends. Doh, and i am jsut realizing this now? abby (12:12 PM): that really sux me (12:13 PM): hehe, i hate school, here or there abby (12:13 PM): believe it or not, I (jordan) like school me (12:13 PM): odd. really? me(12:13 PM): well, if was in usc i might me (12:14 PM): but in sc it's all a popularity race, and I hate being socially pressured every ten seconds me(12:14 PM): *state college=sc abby (12:14 PM): I get it me (12:14 PM): in usc there was no pressure, u knew who ur friends were and that was that abby (12:14 PM): kinfa abby(12:14 PM): *kinda me (12:15 PM): well i know everyone like either wants to be Brianna's best friend or actually be her, but you know even though i was not popular, I wasn't Connor or anything and i had really good friends there, i miss that abby (12:15 PM): yeah, I guess its betetr than it seems me (12:16 PM): ;-) Well, Teddy wants to go on now becausehe is whining and mom says he can, PTT he was on all day yesterday!! he only wants on because I am on!!! Well,cerpen666's,,,,,,,,,

Today is blah 3

some people are on IB, that's like the falcon team, but IB people are smart. (they're kinda geeks), jk mah IB friends. I haven't talked to luvbot in a while, maybe because I was not online last nite. I only got two messages in my inbox and almost no one updated, the people that I actually like reading decided not to update- wait- Amanda did, she was the only one that i didn't just skim through then roll my eyes. I miss USC a whole lot, and I kinda wish I still lived there, sigh, all this Fort Couch talk is makin me sad *sniff* I really was looking forward to 8th gradethere, because 6th rocked, no, it ROCKED. Sixth was way amazing, or in my past words "Awesome" wow, everyone, look how borin I can be in the morning. Mom says that smooth criminal song is by Micheal Jackson. Uh huh. Whatever. He's more a Tenor "oooohhhhh girrrl I loooovee yoooo oooo ooo" with like, piano. I can't see him singin that song, and plus the voice is too deep for him. Hesings like his sister. Got some new acne stuff from the outlets, if it doesn't work I'l be mad, stoopid pimples...

Today is blah 2

I'm lookin at a picture frm USC, and thereare 6 people in it. Emily, who right now i miss and really wanna see, Maria who I miss and really wanna see, Abby who I don't miss and hope she- nvm, Alex who I don't miss and I don't know why she won't support me, Cassie who i kinda miss but have not talked to for a long time, and Caitlin who i haven't seen sinceI moved and don't miss, I never really talked to her. It's about noon now, i hope someone signs on, I was planning on going online at 1230 but mom wants on and I'd probably get like two minutes, but i wanna talk to people, prefferably the 4AM club who I've ditched for the past few days due to MOM. and me, um, I accidentally turned off the computer once, right after I said 'brb'. I can see Amanda saying like and hour later, "You know what, I don't think she'scoming back..." It's noon, and everyone else is either eating lunch or sleeping, pttttttt. I'm hungry too I guess... whoa, look how much boring stuff I can babble out. this one girl from USC just IM'ed me askin what class I was in, heh, I moved, doh! Like, almost a year ago, it will be in January. But this time last year I didn't know I was moving, I knew there was a chance but I was so thrilled for seventh grade. So here i am talking about USC teams with Abby, she's in team 6, Fazio. (snort.... I know you all know why I want to know that)

Today is blah

I'm bored, and no one is online, argh. Mom wants to go on later, aka when everyone's on and I'm actually starting to have fun, stupidness. No one's on MSN or AIM. I've only got three buddies on MSN, Pat, Rachelle and Fern who I think has me blocked. I jave almost 90 on AIM and I don't feel like listin em.... hehe. Well, the Reading outlets were pretty fun yesterday, the Delia's kinda sucked and nothin but the tops fit me, and this one skirt. I WANT TO BE SHORT!! We got the pictures back from that Hawaiin party a few weeks ago, and there was one where I was wearing a grass skirt and a flower thing around my neck, but my head was turned so ya could see my hair which has like five little paper umbrellas in it and a plastic flamingo. Teddy wanted me to put a straw iin it...?! But I didn't, and the thing about this picture is, I look really tan (forthose of you who know me - I'M NOT!! lol, I wish I was) And the grass skirt look adds somethin i think, I'll try to scan it once we get the internet up on the Gateway. Found the school note, my orientation thingy, along with the seventh grade gray team and the falcon team is the 28th. AhdonWannago. Stupid Teddy lost the second Harry Potter book, so I'm off to look for it in hisroom that, quite frankly, smells like a pile of pig shit, ten times worse than MY room and I've got the cat living with me. You know what she did this morning? Instead of making the effort to walk all the way to her litterbox in the bathroom,she peed in a box next to the door. DUMBcat! And an hour ago my room smelled like litter and cat piss, but it was flowerscompared to Teddy's, who probably doesthe same thing as the cat.

No PGH for me

A lot of strange and not so good things happened. First off, um, I woke up before noon? AndI actually slept last night? Weird! Maybe because mom said we're not going to Pittsburgh!!!!!! ARGH! Dad still doesn't know where the car is, he tried calling in today- argh! which means, 1. My hair is stuck being blonde and ugly until Sep 8, so if i wear it down u can see my split ends, and if i wwear it up the cheetah blonde spots will show! People notice if your hair is dyed at that damn school and they'll bother me about it. 2. I can't see Emily!!!!! And I told her I could!!!! Well, I'll call her later, who the heck is up before noon these days? But I do feel bad for my father- I do! But see he's fine, and I don't want to stress about it, Mom says we can go to outlets and Delia's etc etc. sigh. And had a dream about Chris last night- stupid Chris. I want him to go away, leave me alone. He's Not Worth It and I should know. I'm all jittery for like no reason. Stuff's gonna happen today, I can feel it. When school starts I'm changing this layout from the Beach Theme to a FloralRed for fall. With maybe one of those dolls at the top, the problem is they're all skanky, or they're like - never mind, they all just scare me I guess. And the guys have these chunky saggy muscles, what the heck? I didn't ask ... Well, i'm off to check my mail and go to Map Blast for mom and find delias.

Today was usual... hah next_2

Pat was on, I don't understand why he does not get AIM. Oh well. I have three "buddies" on my MSN list, Rachelle, Pat and Fern who refers to himself as 'Freak on a leash". odd. I changed mine to Lizzles, and that was that. I kinda wanna talk to Fern online, because this problem involves us, NOT the random people who signed his guestbook, but I think Ivan has a point, I'll repsect their opinions, but I'd like them to know that they're only making itworse. haha! bot just signed on, said hey then left. ;-) I hope emily gets on later, because mom says she's not sure what we're going to do and it depends on how dad's feeling. I really want dad to get better and not tohurt but I also really wanna see Emily, if only for like an hour. And, Fern, if you're reading this, please just give it up. you insulted my school. That is not a lie. You said i should be excited about a shooting. That is not a lie. and i was offended. that. is not a lie!! I'm not bothered by any of your other e-mails or whatever else you said, I was just angry that you said my school mightbe shot up! Sheesh, cut the authorly classy I'm-above-you, all of us are through with it so give it up!I'm off to check other's cerpen666 diaries.

Today was usual... hah

Well, I woke up around three, and I was forced to clean. Nothin much happened today until we got The Call. Mom: You Father got in a car wreck. Me: WHAT?! Is he oaky? Mom: Yes, he's fine. Me: How's the car? Mom: I don't know Me: Are we still going to Pittsburgh this weekend? Mom YOUR FATHER IS IN A NECK BRACE DON'T EVEN BOTHER ME ABOUT PITT- Me: YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME! YOU SAID HE WAS FINE!! Mom : Look, I gotta go Me: fine, bye... And now I'm not stressed, I'm Super-Stressed. iAMaMISFIT13: what's prophets problem? PPR9914: i dont know!! PPR9914: we all were over it! PPR9914: HE BULLIED US DAMNIT Jazzberry18: i know Jazzberry18: how old is this guy, exactly? PPR9914: 18 PPR9914: or so he claims Jazzberry18: cause he talks like he's 70 PPR9914: LOL Jazzberry18: actin all sophisticated with those big ass words Jazzberry18: *roll eyes* lol PPR9914: thinkin hes gonna get published or something PPR9914: i know!! Jazzberry18: Yea, published for WAT? lol Yea... so we were all over it, talking about my dad's car wreck, but since obviously this situation doesn't bother HIM at all, he provokes it. I'm so damn stressed about this whole Chris thing... but I don't know if I want to get into it, it's way complex and all I can say is that HE. LIED. and I wrote HIM a litte six reasons, it's his turn to be majorly offended! I'll post them later when I takea trip to Hotmail. But remember last nite I said something about someone online? Yea, I don't know if I've mentioned LuvBot yet,i probably have, lol. He's amazing. That's that. And I mean amazing- not the lie I told chris, stupid bastard Chris. A lot of this stress makes me sick sometimes. We got some pizza after dad got home, he called in Domino's and it was really good. Then Teddy got online and mom and I walked across the street to the ale house and mom bought some beer. I got home and kicked Ted off the computer, and I talked to someone over MSN! woo-hoo! Pat was on, I don't understand why he does not get AIM. Oh well.

argh! and late nite ramble

What I wanted to say was I think I'm getting over you.... please don't make it hard for me! But If i'm over you why does this hurt more than anything? Why do I feel like screaming, why can't I let you go? Why do you think i'm attacking you? I'm not. you are of no help. So you lied. You don't like me anymore, liar. i'm just another bitch. YOU DID IT AGAIN, YOU--- AND AFTER I SWORE I'D NEVER LET YOU, YOU DID IT AGAIN, YOU LIED AND RIPPED MY HEARTOUT! Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me... me: you did it again, you bastard! me: what do you think?! heartbreaker!! and to everyone and not just me, I am a fool! click here I was reading Cerpen666's diary, and you go girl! That guy must have been pretty flustered, but he so deserved it!!! GO YOU!! omg! I met this amazing guy online, I don't know how his screen name randomly got on my buddy list, but it did,and we talked for a while. I guess I was in one of those cool/funny moods, howcome Chris is never online when I'm in that mood? Normally he only sees the bitchy/tired side of me. And that's kind of sad, I want him to know the good points about me too! We really fight too much and i wish we didn't, it really bothers me because I hardly ever see him anymore and I miss him more than anything Good news! You all know I'm going to be in Pittsburgh this weekend, and on Saturday we're going school shopping with some people, and hopefully on Sunday I'll get to see She liked my nickname, "Lixy", the one Ivan calls me, he's so cute when he calls my lixy in a chat room! (you're right Ivan.. I don't love you lol) But anyway, i'm all a glow for this weekend, and kind of feel bad now that Fern don't like me no more, i mean, WOWbig difference, 14-15. But i guess i just don't want to be treated like a little sister, everything was going fine until he found out I wasn't15. Oh well. I'm going to go make some more 3 AM ramen noodles and read some Harry Potter then go to sleep.

when I say I don't care, that means, clearly, that I don't care.

================================cerpen666==== It does not mean that I'm angry, or that"I've got a problem" it means, simply, that I don't care and please leave me alone about it. thank you. Well, this Fern thing is really getting out of hand. I suppose a lot of those people that read his diary didn't know the wholestory, and how he said the only thing I should be excited about is my school possibly getting shot up. Is that right? didn't think so, but it did offend me, and that's what I'd like people to know, that I was offended, that's why I told others, who already knew anyway due to the fact that the e-mail was sent to everyone on my adress list. So, do you all understand, or do I have to simplify it for those of you who are bent on proving me wrong? I am angry at Fern because he insulted me and the schools. Maybe guns are easy to get, maybe this kind of thing does happen often. What hehas to understand is, I really like school and so do a lot of my friends, we don't want to see it get shot up, and we really don't like thinking that way! I was willing to let this go after I struggled to prove my point, but then of course everyone else wants it to drone on and on, bothering me about how horrible gun control and bothering me to respect Fern's opinions. I did respect his opinions, just not the oneabout my school getting shot up. This is why the fight started in the first place! Well, I hope you all see where I'm comingfrom. And I'd like to make this clear- that I'm not mad now, but what does make me mad is people asking 'what is your problem?' and saying 'calm down!" whenall I'm trying to tell them is I want them to stop bothering me with statistics about school shootings. I feel as if my point has most definitely been proven now, and if anyone would like to further aggrivate the situation, feel free to sign my guestbook and tell me how wrong I am.

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 11 the end

PPR9914: he implied it PPR9914: but i am still offended Jazzberry18: we should all be lawyers PPR9914: and i am also very personally offended Jazzberry18: merry christmas, happy holidays! FastandFuriousF1: LOL liz PPR9914: he KNEW he was sending it to all my friends iAMaMISFIT13: ok, you're offended, i got it FastandFuriousF1: me, the lawyer PPR9914: he even said he knew! PPR9914: hehe PPR9914: he said "Hello little sis and spectators PPR9914: as if this would help him PPR9914: does he want revenge?! iAMaMISFIT13: he didn't send it to me PPR9914: yea he did And there's a lot more after that- sheesh. we talked a lot about this and most of us feel that what he said was very wrong. And then we went on to talk about Amanda's gold membership and her soon-to-come diary rings. x-hours away WILL be made! woo hoo! I'll probably add a normal entry later, and i'm still waiting for Fern's little British friends to come banging on my guestbook, if he has any that is.

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 10

iAMaMISFIT13: seriously liz, he's rigwhen hays tht it's easy to get a gun here iAMaMISFIT13: everywhere but here it's very hard ot get oe PPR9914: but that;s not why i am mad iAMaMISFIT13: i know that is a fact PPR9914: everyone knows its easy to get a gun Jazzberry18: but why all of a sudden did he bring that up Jazzberry18: i mean, out of the blue he brought it up, like he's been wanting to say that to an american for a while PPR9914: and plus, hello ivan!!! he insulted ME and AMERICA and the schools and the people! PPR9914: DOH iAMaMISFIT13: because that may have supported his school shootings thing, i don't aproove what he said iAMaMISFIT13: but he does piont out thatif it were harder to get a gun this probably would never have happened PPR9914: obviously none of us do iAMaMISFIT13: and he is right PPR9914: THATS NOT WHY I AM MAD iAMaMISFIT13: i know he insulted you PPR9914: I AM NOT MAD AT HIM BECAUSE OF THE GUN FACTS PPR9914: yes, thank you PPR9914: that is why i am angry iAMaMISFIT13: he didn't insult the people iAMaMISFIT13: he insulted you and the schools iAMaMISFIT13: that's it PPR9914: he said that kids shoot up schools iAMaMISFIT13: no he didn't PPR9914: ya he did!! iAMaMISFIT13: no in theemail PPR9914: in his diary he did PPR9914: and that's just the same PPR9914: he still said it, typed it whatever iAMaMISFIT13: ok, fine FastandFuriousF1: read my entry, im uncle sam Jazzberry18: lol FastandFuriousF1: its true too iAMaMISFIT13: wait, liz kids did shoot uo those schools FastandFuriousF1: in uk? iAMaMISFIT13: and his reason is why those shootings happened PPR9914: he seems to think that they alldo iAMaMISFIT13: no here FastandFuriousF1: i know iAMaMISFIT13: he never said they all do PPR9914: he implied it PPR9914: but i am still offended Jazzberry18: we should all be lawyers PPR9914: and i am also very personally offended Jazzberry18: merry christmas, happy holidays! FastandFuriousF1: LOL liz PPR9914: he KNEW he was sending it to all my friends iAMaMISFIT13: ok, you're offended, i got it

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 9

PPR9914: he has before iAMaMISFIT13: not to me PPR9914: like he made fun of us and the China issues Jazzberry18: liz, did that email get sent to me? PPR9914: in a previous mail PPR9914: nope Jazzberry18: okies iAMaMISFIT13: yeah, that was not cool iAMaMISFIT13: that whole making fun of us /china PPR9914: maria u there? PPR9914: i know!!! PPR58: err...in a way iAMaMISFIT13: well, ya know screw it, make fun of him.country PPR58: I"m readin diaries PPR9914: like whose? Jazzberry18: lol PPR9914: did u see ferns?? iAMaMISFIT13: i don't relly ca anymo PPR9914: then leave PPR9914: or shut up PPR9914: either one iAMaMISFIT13: damned thing, so slow PPR58: yea, I saw ferns PPR9914: why do you ivan iAMaMISFIT13: liz, im not the bad guy so you fucking shut up PPR9914: always say you dont care, yet you always have to say something? FastandFuriousF1: fern is a dick PPR9914: and you feel that we should acknowledge your opinion iAMaMISFIT13: yeah FastandFuriousF1: a big english dick PPR9914: but you say you dont care Jazzberry18: lol i agree with chris iAMaMISFIT13: no, i doncare aymore PPR9914: i think we all do jazz FastandFuriousF1: he doesnt have the right to say that iAMaMISFIT13: because i don't feel like fighting for no reason PPR9914: this has a reason Jazzberry18: :grabs the fish: PPR9914: he insulted me, the schools and America iAMaMISFIT13: ok, then you fight back PPR9914: i will FastandFuriousF1: tell him not to send me crap PPR9914: i did iAMaMISFIT13: i don't really carout america;'s schools because i hate them, boring they are FastandFuriousF1: ill take him down PPR9914: i screamed at him FastandFuriousF1: does he have an im name? iAMaMISFIT13: nope Jazzberry18: ya know liz, when you werelike "shot up" earlier..... I thought hewas saying "shut up" in a british Jazzberry18: accent PPR9914: LOL Jazzberry18: lol Jazzberry18: i was like okay just tell him to shot the fock up back iAMaMISFIT13: shot op yuo stupid rrot Jazzberry18: shot the fock up you bloodyfocker!

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 8

iAMaMISFIT13: but liz, don't take it out n his country, take it out on him FastandFuriousF1: umm, hes a bastard PPR9914: I am FastandFuriousF1: there PPR58: yea, he doesn't care abuot countries PPR9914: did you see his guestbook? FastandFuriousF1: i guess not PPR58: no iAMaMISFIT13: amanda signed it like ten times PPR9914: amanda and I PPR58: lol PPR9914: gave him a piece of our minds FastandFuriousF1: lol PPR9914: he was askin for it! Jazzberry18: lol you read it haha PPR9914: chris check ur mail. PPR9914: he sent it to everyone PPR9914: the focker FastandFuriousF1: fine Jazzberry18: i let him have it, the bloody british focker! iAMaMISFIT13: Well lemme tell you this, if we were ever at war with you we'd kick your "bloddy" asses! iAMaMISFIT13: that's wha talki about PPR9914: We are America, hear us roar! PPR58: i don't feel like getting involved Jazzberry18: already did ten times! lol Jazzberry18: lol iAMaMISFIT13: you shouldn'hav said that because his country has nothing to do with his opinoins on america Jazzberry18: i am america! Jazzberry18: actually, that was liz's opinion PPR9914: aka "my countrys better than your country PPR9914: ya know? Jazzberry18: respect her opinions too! iAMaMISFIT13: you don't rpect his Jazzberry18: who me? PPR9914: why should we? iAMaMISFIT13: then wy shoud i respect yours , why should anyone respect anyones? PPR9914: sorry, but he treats me like a small child, Jazzberry18: I don;'t have any respect forsomebody who talks to my friend like that, first of all PPR9914: you know me ivan! PPR9914: u said u were on my side iAMaMISFIT13: i am Jazzberry18: and second of all, i don't respect the fact that he said that liz should be excited to see if her scho iAMaMISFIT13: but don't abuse his country, that is called bigotism iAMaMISFIT13: no one dorespect that PPR9914: i know!!! Jazzberry18: god must have spent a littlemore time on you! Jazzberry18: lol PPR9914: he abused America!! PPR9914: where have YOU been? Jazzberry18: for real iAMaMISFIT13: no, he abused our schools PPR9914: and us!

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 7

iAMaMISFIT13: so, all the connors out there PPR9914: i know!! PPR9914: its like an every year thing iAMaMISFIT13: it is PPR9914: not even that iAMaMISFIT13: but it's enough iAMaMISFIT13: things likthat dn't need tohappen often iAMaMISFIT13: like world wars iAMaMISFIT13: only two but they made a mark iAMaMISFIT13: ok, i read the mail, and he is not right when he says exitement, because it's not exiting at all iAMaMISFIT13: i know iAMaMISFIT13: it's not good Jazzberry18: yep PPR9914: i don't like this situation at all iAMaMISFIT13: and he does insult the schools here even though he hasn't beento one iAMaMISFIT13: ok, now im really seeing your point here Jazzberry18: thank you ivan PPR9914: all he knows he like read in tabloids iAMaMISFIT13: and i do agree with you onmost of it Jazzberry18: tabloids are full of shit, mostly Jazzberry18: MARIOS! PPR58 has entered the room. iAMaMISFIT13: but i still say he has his opinions and whatever he thinks shouldn't consern us PPR9914: thas why i ssaid he was going to see a half man half alligator PPR58: yay! iAMaMISFIT13: mar Jazzberry18: MARIOS! iAMaMISFIT13: MARIOS! PPR58: what's I miss? iAMaMISFIT13: lots and lots Jazzberry18: oh man you missed a whole bunch PPR58: do tell PPR9914: about the Fern thing iAMaMISFIT13: yeah PPR9914: u gotta check his diary iAMaMISFIT13: whad ths big thing about it PPR9914: AND your email iAMaMISFIT13: yeah PPR58: yea, I got the mail PPR9914: fern PPR9914: and i have to send u what i said back iAMaMISFIT13: ok, so im on your side lixy iAMaMISFIT13: i jsut don't feel like battering him now Jazzberry18: chris is on iAMaMISFIT13: yep Jazzberry18: :-P FastandFuriousF1 has entered the room. iAMaMISFIT13: we figured it all out PPR9914: yea iAMaMISFIT13: and im on your side iAMaMISFIT13: because i re-read the email iAMaMISFIT13: and some of the stff he said was not cool at all PPR9914: amazing Jazzberry18: liz let me know when u update ur diary!

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 6

FastandFuriousF1: okay iAMaMISFIT13: no, im not deffending him iAMaMISFIT13: i say he has a right to have an opinoin PPR9914: but need he voice it in that way Jazzberry18: and if you chose not to defend liz, why are you sticking on that guy's side? PPR9914: need he offend us and our country? FastandFuriousF1: so we're arguing about a kid from england who says america sucks, and jazz and misfit are backin him u FastandFuriousF1: up* iAMaMISFIT13: no Jazzberry18: i am not backing him up! PPR9914: no jazz is on MY side iAMaMISFIT13: he never said america sucked FastandFuriousF1: umm Jazzberry18: yeah he never said it SUCKED but he was implying that FastandFuriousF1: ok iAMaMISFIT13: no, he said it's easy to geta gun iAMaMISFIT13: here Jazzberry18: by saying that liz should be excited to see if her school will get shot up next iAMaMISFIT13: he never said exited PPR9914: yes he did PPR9914: actually iAMaMISFIT13: he did? Jazzberry18: ummm yah he did iAMaMISFIT13: oph PPR9914: because i asked if everyone was excisted for school iAMaMISFIT13: well, that's different PPR9914: and he replied that you should only be excited for shootings FastandFuriousF1: kid sounds like a jerk iAMaMISFIT13: wait, i want to read the mail one mor time PPR9914: he is iAMaMISFIT13: so i can be clear on what he said exacrly FastandFuriousF1 has left the room. PPR9914: damnit PPR9914: o well, this is more important iAMaMISFIT13: brb::reading email:: Jazzberry18: "the most excitement u should feel is in wondering whether yours'll be one of the ones to get shot up Jazzberry18: this year" PPR9914: ivan he sent it to everyone iAMaMISFIT13: oh, now that's not right PPR9914: see? PPR9914: not all schools get shot up! iAMaMISFIT13: yeah PPR9914: and i doubt ours will PPR9914: we;re only 13-14 iAMaMISFIT13: but he has a point when he says it can happen anywhere Jazzberry18: i'm sorry, but he is making something serious seem like some sort of everyday thing in America iAMaMISFIT13: so, all the connors out there

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 5

iAMaMISFIT13: so what? Jazzberry18: so ivan, if somebody called you a stupid lousy fucker, you wouldn't hit them because thats their opini Jazzberry18: on? FastandFuriousF1: so jazzberyy is from england? iAMaMISFIT13: they DON"T share his opinoins PPR9914: no! PPR9914: shes from somewhere in usc PPR9914: *usa iAMaMISFIT13: yes Jazzberry18: no i am from america FastandFuriousF1: oh iAMaMISFIT13: but not because they er from england PPR9914: but he said that our schools woulld be shot up FastandFuriousF1: how does england come into this? FastandFuriousF1: oh iAMaMISFIT13: no FastandFuriousF1: i see PPR9914: chris, you wanna know the whole story? iAMaMISFIT13: that they never know whether theirs'll be the next school to get shot up. PPR9914: check your damn email iAMaMISFIT13: that's what he said Jazzberry18: oh wait, thats chris? Jazzberry18: lol PPR9914: yea Jazzberry18: i did not know that PPR9914: he sent it to everyone!! iAMaMISFIT13: he did not say it was going to be ours FastandFuriousF1: oh, how do you know me? PPR9914: she reads my diary iAMaMISFIT13: he just said we never know what might happen Jazzberry18: yeah i read her diary Jazzberry18: why do you suppose he saidthat? iAMaMISFIT13: i don't know PPR9914: but that's not right iAMaMISFIT13: i don't really care Jazzberry18: i mean, of all things, he brought up a shooting... PPR9914: he has NO ROOM to speak there PPR9914: hes never even been in USA iAMaMISFIT13: how do you now he's never been here? PPR9914: let alone visited a school! iAMaMISFIT13: you here about it i=on the news enough PPR9914: ivan if you dont care PPR9914: then leave iAMaMISFIT13: i do iAMaMISFIT13: but im being made out thebad guy iAMaMISFIT13: fuck that PPR9914: because you defend the bad guys Jazzberry18: no wait a minute FastandFuriousF1: ok, who hates america? PPR9914: you're defending him therefore offending USA iAMaMISFIT13: not me PPR9914: he's not here Jazzberry18: you are supposed to be defending your friend, who btw is right here, buddy, her name is LIZ...

Since Fern felt he ought to diss me in his diary, I figure i'll show him what some of the people that the forwarded the e-mail to think : 3

Jazzberry18: i am gonna beat some asses, because this is my country and people have died for years, fighting for FastandFuriousF1: hey, sorry bud, but military wise, we could blow you guys you off the earth Jazzberry18: what we have today in america PPR9914: dont you have any pride in your country? PPR9914: OUR country? iAMaMISFIT13: then russia, who has morenukes by the way iAMaMISFIT13: would blow th country to bits iAMaMISFIT13: i do FastandFuriousF1: where in britain do you live? PPR9914: then please defend it! iAMaMISFIT13: but he has HIS own opinion Jazzberry18: he lives in AMERICA FastandFuriousF1: i have relatives there PPR9914: no, the guy';s not here iAMaMISFIT13: it;s ivan Jazzberry18: who is FastandFurious? iAMaMISFIT13: i live in state college PPR9914: he's prophet sirak PPR9914: fast is chris FastandFuriousF1: umm, so why are you sticking up for england? Jazzberry18: the most excitement u should feel is in wondering whether yours'll be one of the ones to get shot up Jazzberry18: this year PPR9914: because he has no pride in America Jazzberry18: And you dont think hes implying something there??? iAMaMISFIT13: im not FastandFuriousF1: you bastard PPR9914: i know iAMaMISFIT13: im stickingup for fern because they are blasting him for his opinions PPR9914: how could you now? FastandFuriousF1: no pride in your country? PPR9914: his opinions about US PPR9914: aboutAmerica PPR9914: that offend me iAMaMISFIT13: i do have pride PPR9914: quite frankly Jazzberry18: HE blasted Liz for her emailing them a SIMPLE whats up email! do you think thats right, also? iAMaMISFIT13: yes i cre iAMaMISFIT13: but it's no fucking britainsopnioins PPR9914: but this is about America PPR9914: and him iAMaMISFIT13: theuy are his PPR9914: not about england FastandFuriousF1: whats wrong with britain? iAMaMISFIT13: no, hei don't ow why hblasted her, and im mad at that PPR9914: it's only because he is FROM there